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Oct 20Liked by Bonita Jewel

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A lovely description of the experience of parenting.

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Well that hit me right in the heart. My 3 have just phased all into teen-dom and I have been experiencing a lot of grief in my quiet moments.

They don't really prepare you for this.

Thank you for sharing and making it feel less alone on this mothering journey!

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Oh, I know what you mean. A couple months back, I wrote a post about taking my older son up to his college town, and the time there was poignant, not just for the prospect of saying bye to him but reflecting on my daughter having gone to college as well a few years earlier.

It is a kind of grief. As parents, and mothers especially, we have so much gratitude in seeing them growing up, but it's mingled with a sorrow that they'll never be those little ones again, and it's hard.

I'm not sure if a link can be shared in comments, but this was the post I'm referring to: https://bonitajewel.substack.com/p/perhaps-this-is-what-i-need

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Thank you for sharing. That was also beautiful for me to read! I almost feel the grief of a mother is like the war medals we get to wear on our lapels. A part of who we are. Something to be proud of.

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